I hate everyone but you
Sometimes I even hate you too
When you make me see me as I am

I feel like Captain Beefheart sounds
I feel like Jackson Pollock looks
Something I don't wanna be but am

Understand me
Understand me
Understand me

Impulse bleeds control from me
Repulses what I try to be
Chaos seems like beauty in my head

I feel like Captain Beefheart sounds
I feel like Jackson Pollock looks
Every single thought is ripped to shreds

Understand me
Understand me
Understand me

Understand me
Understand me
Understand me

(Can't stand me) Understand me
(Can't stand me) Understand me
(Can't stand me) Understand me
(Can't stand me) Understand me