it goes into my wretched core
same forced feeling as before, not anymore
i won't put up with this shit
this burning hate my life has accept

instant change from sane to rage
unlocked my kindred evil
fortunate to know the passage
i crawled through pins and needles

enough of this unerasable pain
all this anger too much too sustain in my veins
blood boils at a different degree
this is the true honesty of what i need

unknown, follow the path i've shown
capable, spite can only be my real label
face down, smell the entrance to my grave
unrestrained, focused to make life my slave

does anyone understand what pressure weighs this man
does he have a plan, does he have to live
are you able to hear, subliminal welcoming to fear
why be afraid to be near, what's left to give
does he have to live, what's left to give

decadence
the way i feel about my inner self
pestilence
a sickness i can't rid of
a hatred that i fell in love
a weakness within the system
a savior has made me a victim
a coward that has lived his day
a murderer who escaped his ways
a survivor i haven't fell apart
at peace with the hate in my heart
at peace with the hate in my heart
at peace with the hate in my heart
at peace with the hate in my heart

My beautiful burning hate
My beautiful burning hate
My beautiful burning hate
My beautiful burning hate