I'm exhausted and I'm wasting time
But all my friends say that I'm doing just fine
And my shrink, she says that I should spend more time alone
But there's no stopping forme in this train
Cause all I got is white noise in both sides of my brain
I know I probably shouldn't wallow in it
But I'm already soaked

I've been setting all these deadlines since the first week of this year
By then I will be better I keep on pushing them back
This is the first night that I slept right
Where's my reimbursement?

And I can't get high anymore
And I can't stay up like I used to
And I can't get drunk anymore
And I can't go out like I used to
I want to

So I'll grab a glass of wine
And read some books in foreign language
I want to check out Sally Roonie anyway
Or try this herbal medication
That's the only thing that'll save me
From overdosing on contradicting guidance

And I can't get high anymore
And I can't stay up like I used to and I can't get drunk anymore
And I can't go out like I used to
I want to