Why'd you make me feel so bad
Why'd you make me feel so bad
Why, why

How do I feel
Same as it ever was
You stay silent in the day
Taste blood, taste pain

I'm not even sure I want you
When you walk away, I defuse
And I love every part of you

How does it feel
Closer when we're apart
I'm still not used to this
It's not easy, I'm sober

How do your years betroth me
I'm so tired and no one can see
Your weakness is making me stronger

Kill at the bone, live in the sheets alone
Kill at the bone, live in the sheets alone

And I needed this more than I thought I did
Needed this more than I thought you did
Needed this more than I thought I did
Needed this more than I thought you did

And I waited on your lover
And I loved the way you talked
Now all I feel is heavy
And we're just terrified

There's no blame
Who would talk and tell it all

I don't wanna know you anymore, no