I tried, I swear I tried
Promise we'd do this right
Maybe a dozen times
Played out scenarios
Days when I let it go
Still I don't know why the pressure's so high, pushing me away
Maybe it's really for the better going separate ways
Count every reason why I'm here, I'll do what it takes
Maybe I overstayed, I did it anyway

And now I'm outside, fuck, I'm gonna regret it
Oh, don't go, I'll try, now you know I got nothing to say
So quiet, this is kinda depressing, I'll lay low
Take time, part of me wishes you could've changed
Insane how I'm stupidly clinging to false hope
Got love or is it just the thrill of the chase
Red eyes craving dopamine coming from my phone
Why cry when I know there is nothing to save
Why cry when I know there is nothing to save
Why cry when I know there is nothing to save

The city's bringing out the worst in me
Hell if I'm not really happy, why not get up and leave?
Calling it homesick but I always talk shit
Was I lying to myself to overcomplicate it?
I know it's pretty weak if I keep blaming you
If we're looking from the outside, I messed up here too
The connection's getting weaker, was it me or you?
I'm almost halfway through

And now I'm outside, fuck, I'm gonna regret it
Oh, don't go, I'll try, now you know I got nothing to say
So quiet, this is kinda depressing, I'll lay low
Take time, part of me wishes you could've changed
Insane how I'm stupidly clinging to false hope
Got love or is it just the thrill of the chase
Red eyes craving dopamine coming from my phone
Why cry when I know there is nothing to save
Why cry when I know there is nothing to save
Why cry when I know there is nothing to save