I wake up
Skin is crawling
Brain stuck
Morning coffee
I hear you calling but I've been dodging you
I've been dodging the truth

See, I don't think I have a problem
You did what you could to resolve it
I didn't take you on your offer
I couldn't change, wouldn't bother

I'm at war with my hell
Laying on the floor with myself

You should know

If you love me let me go
'Cause I'm barely holding on
I can feel it in my bones
I'm already too far gone
I wish I had let you know
There's a poison in my soul
I can feel it take its hold
I'm already too far
(Gone)

This is the comedown

You thought I would do it for me
You thought I could do it with treatment
Then I got locked up for a week
Been turning it into a sequence

I'm at war with myself
Laying on the floor in my cell

You should know

If you love me let me go
'Cause I'm barely holding on
I can feel it in my bones
I'm already too far gone
I wish I had let you know
There's a poison in my soul
I can feel it take its hold
I'm already too far

I am at war in my own hell
Laying on the floor with myself

I know you wanna fix me
You can't change the unwilling, no
Just leave me to rot
Just leave me to rot

If you love me let me go
'Cause I'm barely holding on
I can feel it in my bones
I'm already too far gone
I wish I had let you know
There's a poison in my soul
I can feel it take its hold
I'm already too far