Normally its not my style
Shit is feeling kinda volatile
Wanna face the facts
But I don't know the half of it
Throwing pasta at the wall
To see what really sticks
Wanna get back the feeling but its not there
Hearts numb why cant I smell your hair
Lets fuck it all up

Facing our facts
And backed out of our deal
Trying to get it on track
Still getting back all my feeling
Gossip has got me all trapped up I cant live like that
Everything that we had
Lets fuck it all up

Don’t wanna cry anymore
And I cant rewind to before
I keep searching for somewhere safe cause I
Couldn’t say it to your face
Feeling like nothing again and I’m
Reliving what’s already happened
Searching for somewhere safe cause I
Couldn’t say it to your face
Couldn’t say it to your face

Cant seem to get myself asleep
Wanna take something to unbelieve
Don’t tell me what I'm supposed to feel
Making peace with a shitty deal

Got trapped
Laying low
Don't wanna call my friends
I'm digging myself in a hole
The stigma
And the self control I had
Lets fuck it all up

Don’t wanna cry anymore
And I cant rewind to before
I keep searching for somewhere safe cause I
Couldn’t say it to your face
Feeling like nothing again and I’m
Reliving what’s already happened
Searching for somewhere safe cause I
Couldn’t say it to your face
Couldn’t say it to your face