Woke up in the back of the car
I was disoriented and so alone
Heaven knows how I got this far but
She's breaking her back to try and get this low

I’ve tried everything to numb the pain
But I’ve gone too far 'cause I can’t feel a thing
I know that I love her but I just can't show it right now
Hey babe, I'm a mess and I'm sorry

She tries so hard to understand
And I made her cry when I told her she can't
She's just begging me to be kind
But I'm spitting venom
I'm a selfish man

She needs me more than ever now
She needs me but I can't be found
Standing toe to toe
But my eyes are locked into the ground
The ground

'Cause I know love hurts
But I'm the one causing the pain
And I wish I could take it away but
I don't know what I should say
Hey babe, I'm a mess and I'm sorry

I'd hate me if I met me like this
I don’t do a thing except for mess it all up
This rubber band snapping at my wrist
Will never succeed in trying to wake me up

Part of me thinks that she should leave
'Cause she deserves so much better than me
I'll love her to death but I refuse to bring her down with me
Hey babe, I'm a mess and I'm sorry