I'm the motherfuckin' rookie of the year (year)
Used to wonder how this shit might feel (weird)
Lotta unfamiliar faces in here
Told Cami I would never change, I swear (I swear)
I'm the motherfuckin' rookie of the year
I wrote this all on my bedroom walls
Just to make it more real
Past life feelin' like a souvenir
I'm the motherfuckin' rookie

I braid my own hair and bet on myself
Time spent alone was good for my health
I spun straw to gold again and again
And never burn bridges, still got the same friends
I did it my way by choice
I heard rumblings in all the noise
I heard fakeness in everyone's voice
I stay guarded and I stay poised, now

This shit came together like I thought it would
New York girl out in Hollywood
Didn't name-drop you, but I wanted to, mm

I'm the motherfuckin' rookie of the year (year)
Used to wonder how this shit might feel (weird)
Lotta unfamiliar faces in here
Told Cami, I would never change, I swear (I swear)
I'm the motherfuckin' rookie of the
I wrote this all on my bedroom walls
Just to make it more real
Past life feelin' like a souvenir
I'm the motherfuckin' rookie, yeah

North shore
Spent my youth on a keyboard
Once you put numbers on the scoreboard
You're the girl everybody holds doors for
I guess sometimes we all get lucky
Way too close to leavin' the country
Almost said goodbye to my sister
Made a split decision at dinner, now

This shit came together like I thought it would
New York girl out in Hollywood
Didn't name-drop you, but I wanted to, mm

I'm the motherfuckin' rookie of the year
Used to wonder how this shit might feel
Lotta unfamiliar faces in here
Told Cami, I would never change, I swear
I'm the motherfuckin' rookie of the
I wrote this all on my bedroom walls
Just to make it more real
Past life feelin' like a souvenir
I'm the motherfuckin' rookie, yeah