As I have done
As I have done
Do not do as I have done
Because I have run
Ishmael
Answer your phone
Do not do as I have done

Canvas wet and the ink won't dry
I've been walking in the water
My feet and my mind seem disconnected

And last week
I heard you sing again
And last week
I've been over this
And last week
I fell in love again
I'm done pretending

White wall down
My back against
I held you like a scripture that would name

Kitchen sink
And the bottles that slip
Off the side when the stacks get too encumbered

I could die
Or a holy dying bird
Give me me
Or give me in

Ishmael pick up your phone
I've been over this
There's a well in me
Veins to the sea
Take my heart
Or let me
Take my heart