F            C                             F
I called the clinic and they said it was a three-week wait
C
'But the doctor'll give you
                           F
Something just to get you through the day.'
C                                Am
I'm scared, I've never felt like this before
F        C
The only way I can stop from crying is
             F
To take deep breaths and sit on the floor

[Verse]
C
I woke early this morning 'cause my appointment was today
     C                                   F
She asked me what I've been up to and if everything's okay
Em      F
I said 'Frustration passes through me
G                        Am           D
The way that wind shakes trees.'

[Chorus]
C                             F     C
When the panic set in, it was all I knew
C
The sadness washed my skin and shaking grew
C                  F                C
When the panic set in, it was all I knew
C
The sadness washed my skin and shaking grew

[Verse]
C
She asked me to go home, unclench my fists
C                                                F
Think of everything that's stressful and start a list
C
I thought, 'Yeah, if I could actually see my life
C                                                F
Maybe I could compartmentalise the dark and the light.'

[Verse]
C                                                F
I woke up early that Tuesday as I did then every week
C
And the more times that I did that, the less I felt like a freak
C                      Em     F           G              Am
But I got added to the fixed list even though I struggle still

[Chorus]
C                             F     C
When the panic set in, it was all I knew
Am                            F       C
The sadness washed my skin and shaking grew
C
When the panic set in, it was all I knew
C                     F                C
The sadness washed my skin and shaking grew


[Bridge]
F              Am
I used to have friends
Am             C
I used to know why
F           Em        C
I felt sad, if I ever did
C              F             C
But now I feel that all the time

[Bridge]
C              Am
I used to have friends
F              F
I used to know why
            G         C
I felt sad, if I ever did
G              C             F     C
But now I feel that all the time

[Outgo]
C                             F     C
When the panic set in, it was all I knew
Am                            F       C
The sadness washed my skin and shaking grew
C                             F     C
When the panic set in, it was all I knew
C                     D               C
The sadness washed my skin and shaking grew