Nicotine, nicotine made me feel something
These memories, memories are locked in the close
They're keeping me, keep me awake all through the night (mm)
Dopamine, dopamine, oh, how I miss you
Ran away at seventeen and now I got issues
No matter how hard I fight, I'm still not all right

If I pull this thread, will I break?
Oh, I've come all this way
Where am I now? Hands off the wheel
No, nothing hurts more than starting to feel
I know there's a light buried in me
Still talk it out with my friend searchlight (oh-woo-oh)

Who am I kidding now? It's wearing me out
All this running in circles, in circles, oh God
Oh, where am I now? Oh, where am I now?

Look into my mother's eyes, she can see the pain I hide
I can see the hurt I've caused, blame it on my father's side
Blame it on the things I've done, blame it on the fear I have
Scared of what I might become

I wanna know if I pull this thread, will I break? (Mm)
Oh, I've come all this way
Where am I now? Hands off the wheel
No, nothing hurts more than starting to feel
I know there's a light buried in me
Still talk it out with my friend searchlight (oh-woo-oh)

Who am I kidding now? It's wearing me out
All this running in circles, in circles, oh God
Oh, where am I now? Oh, where am I now?
Oh, where am I now? Oh, where am I now?

Hands off the wheel
No, nothing hurts more than starting to feel
I know there's a light buried in me
Still talk it out with my friend searchlight (oh-woo-oh)
Oh-woo-oh

Who am I kidding now? It's wearing me out
All this running in circles, in circles, oh God
Oh, where am I now? Oh, where am I now?