Deep in the night
I see this vision
Of how I came to be
Through gnostic copulation

I was born from the venom sperm
Wretched heir to satanachesh
Hungry to bend the law and see
What becomes of a spoiled godseed?
The easiest escape would be
To run and hide behind flesh
Rather I’d turn to skeletal dust
And blend within the black soil

First born of sataninsam

I was to kill for a greater cause
Spilled blood to taste and offer
Thus I became the death bringer
Dancing in gnostic intoxication
With this skull attached to me
I have known to sever the ties
Had I been put to their filthy test?
I gained this key through sacrifice

Come see this castle I’ve built
An act of commemoration
Resembling the very vision
The fortress lies underneath
Shielded by apostasy
Overshadowing malkuth
Ravaged by pain and hate
Yet I thrive to overcome
The clay formed finite self
I was not a human born
Rather t’was a deception
As I sprung out of eve’s womb

First born of sataninsam

The castle is now open to the one
I see at the twilight of my dream
A winged mistress mighty, eloquent
And the one who reveals nahemoth
Denying my cage of mortal flesh
Snatching me away from life