I hate myself
The way I am right now (I am right now)
And you made me feel
Like I was changing
I'm still waiting (I'm still waiting)

I've been feeling let down hating myself
Now you see my playing
So why help?
I try to keep my head out of this hell
I can hear what you saying just not well
'Cause in my head it's all just words
They don't make sense but they still hurt
I'm playing dead now how does it work
I need you to go 'cause you make it worse
('Cause you make it worse)

I don't ever wanna fall in love again
'Cause it hurts too much
And I can't forget
Sometimes getting high makes it better
But in the end it doesn't really matter
Break hearts, break bones
I love to hate you when I'm alone
Hate, it's my fault
But how could I have ever known

I hate myself
The way I am right now (I am right now)
And you made me feel
Like I was changing
I'm still waiting (I'm still waiting)

I've been feeling let down hating myself
Now you see my playing
So why help?
I try to keep my head out of this hell
I can hear what you saying just not well
'Cause in my head it's all just words
They don't make sense but they still hurt
I'm playing dead now how does it work
I need you to go 'cause you make it worse
('Cause you make it worse)

Guess I'm cruising on my own for now
And I’ll find my way back home and out
Again, again
And to be honest I'm better off like this
My pain's in vein 'cause I can't resist
Like magic pulling me into this
(Me into this)

I hate myself
The way I am right now (I am right now)
And you made me feel
Like I was changing
I'm still waiting (I'm still waiting)

I've been feeling let down hating myself
Now you see my playing
So why help?
I try to keep my head out of this hell
I can hear what you saying just not well
'Cause in my head it's all just words
They don't make sense but they still hurt
I'm playing dead now how does it work
I need you to go 'cause you make it worse
('Cause you make it worse)

'Cause you make it worse
'Cause you make it worse
'Cause you make it worse
I need you to go
'Cause you make it worse

(But it doesn't make any Sense)