The months came back to haunt me
Ever since we fought at the store
When you said I'm not the one dying
I played along until you got bored

I can’t explain how I'm acting
Hidden in a cover song
A victim or just pretending
To be empty between two lungs

Been tired your whole life
It’s what drove you out west
Ready to throw in the towel
Give the old pain a rest

It always seems to be small things
You choose to see in yourself
Used to stick glue in my teeth
till it turns into something else

So I’ll take off for the whole year
Take on this bloodline, too
When I'm stuck in my own shit

I still couldn’t turn into you
I still couldn’t turn into you
I still couldn’t turn into you

I gave it a good try
To be the very best
Ready to throw in the towel
Give the whole thing a rest