Standing on the edge of a dying breath
I gave you everything I could, now there's nothing left
Staring at a mask and the blackened eyes
Trying to find a part of me that I recognize
I hate who I am with you, I've
Got to do what I
Have to do

Lose you to find me

You've gotta crawl before you walk
Before you run, before it ends
Gotta fall and lose it all to start again
Fight until you feel
Bleed before you heal
You've got to
Kiss the ground and touch the sky
Die before you fly

Carrying the bones, everything I know
Is in the past, in the black, in the cloud of smoke
Killing all days, all the time I wasted
Suffocating on a million ways to choke and
You can't breathe and
I can't breathe now, I'm
Breaking free, sick of
Your disease

You've gotta crawl before you walk
Before you run, before it ends
Gotta fall and lose it all to start again
Fight until you feel
Bleed before you heal
You've got to
Kiss the ground and touch the sky
Die before you fly
Die before you fly

So long to every toxic memory
I'm gone
I'll learn to rest in peace

You've gotta crawl before you walk
Before you run, before it ends
Gotta fall and lose it all to start again
Fight until you feel
Bleed before you heal
You've got to
Kiss the ground and touch the sky
Die before you fly
Die before you fly
Die before you