Em          C               G
 I promised myself it won't happen a second time
Em          C             G
 I  promised myself I'd be stronger, I'd be fine
Em           C              G
 Why  can't I see, that I am weak?

That I am hurt?
          C
That I am gone?
                         G
And  that I'd been so all along


[Chorus 1]
    Em          C                  G
But  I am just a kid that's lost in darkness

Of this big and scary world
Em         C               G
 I'm  not a girl, I'm not a boy
                         Em
I am just me, but I like joy
     C                      G
I am destroyed, but I'll be fine
                              Em
If I'm confused, I'll stop in time
           C
Wait  for a sign


[Chorus 2]
C                        G
I am afraid of what's to come
               D                C
These kids are blocking out the sun

And now I'm left
            G
Drowning in lies
            D           C
Can't differentiate the tides

Is this the truth?
             G
Is this real life?
              D              C
This tends to happen all the time
                      G
I can't decide who to believe
         D
And so I grieve
Em
Inside

C G

Em C G
Inside


[Verse 2]
Em          C               G
 Why does my head never make sense?

Stresses me out to count to ten
Em        C             G
 Let's go again, travel inside

To stop my conscious in my mind
Em           C          G
 But now I'm fine, so I pretend

But really I just want to end
Em               C
 What can't make sense
          G
I want to die

But who am I?


[Chorus 1]
    Em          C                  G
But  I am just a kid that's lost in darkness

Of this big and scary world
Em         C               G
 I'm  not a girl, I'm not a boy
                         Em
I am just me, but I like joy
     C                      G
I am destroyed, but I'll be fine
                              Em
If I'm confused, I'll stop in time
           C
Wait  for a sign


[Chorus 2]
C                        G
I am afraid of what's to come
               D                C
These kids are blocking out the sun

And now I'm left
            G
Drowning in lies
            D           C
Can't differentiate the tides

Is this the truth?
             G
Is this real life?
              D              C
This tends to happen all the time
                      G
I can't decide who to believe
         D
And so I grieve
Em
Inside

C G

        Em                 C          G
Inside, inside, inside, inside, inside


[Bridge]
G
Please let me in
Bm            Em
Please let me in
                          G
I promise I won't leave again

Please let me out
Bm            Em
Please let me out
                          G
I promise I won't speak about
              D              Em
What you have done, not to assault
                           G
I want to live, just be at home
            D                  Em
But I'm not home when I'm with you

I'm sorry, tell me what to do
Em
Tell me what to do
              D
I'm scared of you

Of what you've done
              G
I'm scared of what I will become
           Em
Because so far

C G

[Chorus 1]
    Em          C                  G
But  I am just a kid that's lost in darkness

Of this big and scary world
Em         C               G
 I'm  not a girl, I'm not a boy
                         Em
I am just me, but I like joy
     C                      G
I am destroyed, but I'll be fine
                              Em
If I'm confused, I'll stop in time
           C
Wait  for a sign