Biting my fingernails
Grinding my teeth
All the things I do when I'm nervous
Without realizing
And you called me out
On all these little habits that I don't think that much about
And it's hard to sleep
Knowing that you hate me

I never thought I'd find someone like you
And I never thought that you'd want me too
I spent so many nights laying awake
Thinking about all the time you waste on me
You'd tell me i'm crazy and laugh
I was right

And I fucked it up all at once
It was actually pretty impressive how bad I fucked this up
You left for college
And I sold my soul to stay here
Work in coffee shops for a year
And my constant need for chaos
Will surely be thе death of me
I can't hold on to anything
Can't hold on to anyone
Oh, I know it's all my fault
I'm my own worst еnemy

I never thought I'd find someone like you
And I never thought that you'd want me too
I spent so many nights laying awake
Thinking about all the time you waste on me
You'd tell me i'm crazy and laugh
I was right

I was right
I was right
I was right

One can but it's like five cans that are like stacked like this
Yes, yes
So then like, it's like layered
Mhm
Then you could pull the tab off, open the second one
Pull it up, open the third
That first sip
Just so much waste
But you always get the fullest
This is America though
Oh, that's uh, that's uh
This is America