The solace enters every inch of my body
The same recycled ways of thinking destroy me
I'm addicted to these harsh and endless nights
Now the days turned dark
And I can't seem to see the light

But there's a warmth that will prosper
There is a growth I will foster
There is this place that can be rebuilt
Amongst the solid ground

I'm not picking this violent
Throws every time
I'll be leaving this life
I live in disguise

(This life I live in disguise)

I'm addicted to these dark and lonely thoughts
Shoot them in my veins and watch my body rot
Yeah, feels like I'm in a time machine
Reliving my past as me and I desperately
Want to set myself free

But there's a warmth that will prosper
There is a growth I will foster
There is this place that can be rebuilt
Amongst the solid ground

I'm not picking this violent
Throws every time
I'll be leaving this life
I live in disguise

(This life I live in disguise)