This time I won't refuse, so abusive
I'm right here motherfucker

This time, I won't refuse, so abusive
Pages never change, they are blurring
And that's the reason I'm still hurting
And that's the reason I still

Throw my ashes to the hollow abyss
I'm falling
With the scars that are running down my neck
All I want is to walk the earth alone

I'm right here motherfucker

I won't accept happiness until I'm down in the dirt
I'm falling
These drugs that will lead to a heart attack

This time I won't refuse
(This time I won't refuse)

So cynical
Running back for more
So insecure
Watch my kingdom fall
Into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall

I'm stood on the edge of my existence
My inner system
This time I won't refuse, so abusive
Fuck playing the victim

Fuck playing the victim
Falling through your hands
I'm always the one to blame
Falling through your hands
I'm always the one to blame

I'm always the one to blame

I'm someone who can't be saved
I'm someone who can't be saved
I'm someone who can't be saved
I'm someone who can't be saved

This time I won't refuse
This time I won't refuse

So cynical
Running back for more
So insecure
Watch my kingdom fall
Into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall
Into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall

So cynical
So insecure
Watch my kingdom fall
Into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall
Into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall