I am afraid that I’ll be erased
I try to be someone else
I like to destroy myself
I am afraid that I’m a mistake
You should want someone else
I can’t control myself

I’m afraid that I’m afraid
That you’re the wave about to break

I pray I’ll love you long
I pray I’ll love you stronger
I just want to get lost in you sometime

I am afraid of the words that you say
And how they explain that I am in so deep
I am afraid that there is no safe here
There is just “stay here” and I promise I’ll stay

I’m afraid that I’m afraid
That you’re the wave about to break
I’m about to break

I pray I’ll love you long
I pray I’ll love you stronger
I just want to get lost in you sometime

'Cause you’re the tide and I feel you wash over me
You’re the wave and I swear you rip right through me
You’re a saint, I am saved, I am undeserving
I just think that I’m the devil in your bloodstream
When you’re on my mind
I’m lost all the time
I die in your eyes
I die in the tide

I pray I’ll love you long
I pray I’ll love you stronger
I just want to get lost in you sometime