I feel like your hostage, not your lover
You don't undercover it, you only love me when you wake up
Is it me, or am I not enough?
Then you leave and I'm hollow
Some days I get so low, it has to be a way out

It takes so long to get back home (I don't wanna go back)
'Cause I know we gotta fight, that's the way
That's the way that I know that the love is gone

It takes so long to get back home (now I misses everything)
'Cause I know we gotta fight
That's the way that I know that the love is gone

I try to wipe all the tears away
I don't know why I'm crying
My heart is okay, I don't hurt so bad
I'm just mourning the time that I've lost

I try to wipe all the tears away
I don't know why I'm crying
My heart is okay, I don't hurt so bad
I'm just mourning the time that I've lost

Why'd you think I made the excuses to make words land like bruises?
I'm so over the headaches
Making love songs in sex tapes
Let's just cut the illusion
'Cause in this game, we both losing
And I know you don't want this

It takes so long to get back home
'Cause I know we gotta fight
That's the way that I know that the love is gone

I don't wanna go back to the feeling
I was in dark space
I count my blessings every day, that I was chosen

I try to wipe all the tears away
I don't know why I'm crying
My heart is okay, I don't hurt so bad
I'm just mourning the time that I've lost