Finding myself in my old town
Everybody knows and it's not my fault
Wish that I could figure somehow
And let it all out without feeling like I'm going down

I'm not okay
Still they see my face and they judge me anyway
I'm up in flames getting fucked up
Every single day and I can't change

Can you help me out
Don't wanna drown again
I lost my friends and everything I can't pretend
It's all the same the games they play
Still think there's no shame
But look at me right in my face
And say the things you wanna say

What do you want from me
I can't do anything if you just wanna watch me bleed
I'm in my bed wishing I was dead
And it's all because of them and they don't care

I know that I got out of there
But it's in my head fucking up my prayers
I miss myself and I miss my friends
But now they're all gone and I can't move on