I cannot breathe
I clench my teeth
Cause I can't bear to speak

This feeling over me
Is unlike anything

Cause when I wake up it's all havoc
And straight issues
Think I can count the stars with
Both my eyes closed
The things I have to endure
Aren't a light load, no
But I think I feel it
Out pretty well, so

I don't run away
I just ride the wave

I'm sick of waiting for tomorrow
Words speak some
But silence speaks volumes
Close my eyes
Become what they can't do
Ride the wave
Wake up when I have to

And every time I go back
I feel safe again
The quiet and the peace
Are always better friends
I never understand
The source of all the hurt
But I guess it's only
One way to let it mend

Yea, I feel so different
It's like it's magic
I ride the wave that you can't have
Yea, it's that exclusive
No point in minding all the talk
When half of it's bullshit
Think that it's time to go right back
Yea we're going back, yea

And I think I'm going back, now
What's the issue
I'm having conversations
Only God knows
I'm coming up with things that
In my head blow up
And I think I'm running
Up a check, oh gosh

I don't run away
I just ride the wave