Wish I didn't hate getting older
So many didn't get the chance
Here I am with a lingering disorder
Found myself in a toxic romance

Am I selfish suicidal?
At least I'm not indenial
I'm the princess of my problems
Climbing up from the bottom
Climbing up from the bottom

I, I don't wanna die tonight
I just think about it sometimes
I think I'm putting up a good fight

Screaming, I
I don't want you to forget that I'm better now but I'm not better yet
I don't want you to forget that I'm not better yet

Grave your pitty for someone who needs it
God will tell you I'm winning defeoted
Ly awake but I've no words
Couple times I've been kicked to the curb
Who doesn't like a little taste of dirt?
Did it all in a tight black shirt

Am I selfish suicidal?
At least I'm not indenial
I'm the princess of my problems
Climbing up from the bottom
Climbing up from the bottom

I, I don't wanna die tonight
I just think about it sometimes
I think I'm putting up a good fight

Screaming, I
I don't want you to forget that I'm better now but I'm not better yet
Better yet