I've been a bad bad friend
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I've been in my head
Do you want me
Do you want me
I need to know right now
Can you tell me tell me
I need reassurance
I need health insurance
'Cause I'm sick

I
Don't know about this life (ah, ah)
I don't wanna go home again
I don't wanna be without my friends
I don't know how to feel alright or okay if I don't have substances
I
Don't know about this life (ah, ah)
I don't wanna go home again
I don't wanna be without my friends
I don't know how to feel alright or okay if I don't have substances

I wish I felt
Like someone else sometimes
Wish I was dealt
Different cards than the ones I have
But I've been lucky
To be
To be
Me
Me

I wish I could make changes
I wish I kept my promise
I wish I didn't need saving
I wish I went to college

I know my parents hate me
But they won't ever tell
They walk around like everything's good but they're lying
They're lying
They're lying to themselves

I
Don't know about this life (ah, ah)
I don't wanna go home again
I don't wanna be without my friends
I don't know how to feel alright or okay if I don't have substances
I
Don't know about this life (ah, ah)
I don't wanna go home again
I don't wanna be without my friends
I don't know how to feel alright or okay if I don't have substances

I promise mom
I promise mom I'm trying
I know that by the morning i'll be fine
I'll look back on my days
Tattoos all on my face
I'm proud of you
I'm proud of you
I'm proud of you

I promise mom
I promise mom I'm trying
I know that by the morning i'll be fine
I'll look back on my days
Tattoos all on my face
I'm proud of you
I'm proud of you
I'm proud of you

I
Don't know about this life (ah, ah)
I don't wanna go home again
I don't wanna be without my friends
I don't know how to feel alright or okay if I don't have substances
I
Don't know about this life (ah, ah)
I don't wanna go home again
I don't wanna be without my friends
I don't know how to feel alright or okay if I don't have substances