Twenty days of cigarettes
Now my days are to forget
I don't act in the way that I used to
I know that I will get used to this
Hold my hands out, count regrets
Shouldn't you stand to hold me instead?
Can somebody lend me a prayer?
'Cause I'm running out of faith

Counting the days till my heart gets sober
How many nights till I get you out of my veins?
And blow out the flame

I wish I never met you
Darkest time I've been through
Running to be safe
But I would run back into you
And if I never met you
I wouldn't have lost my soul too
I regret everything since that cold October night
I wish I never met you

Thirty days of cigarettes
In the mirror it's as clear as it gets
Baby I love me better
Oh I could get used to this
Everybody's showing up for me
Hear the same me, real love adore me
It's crazy to finally catch my breath
Move in a different way

Counting the days till my heart gets sober
How many nights till I get you out of my veins?
And blow out the flame

I wish I never met you
Darkest time I've been through
Running to be safe
But I would run back into you
And if I never met you
I wouldn't have lost my soul too
I regret everything since that cold October night
I wish I never met you

And when the night gets so cold
You'll be alone
The golden hour's over

I wish I never met you
Darkest time I've been through
And if I never met you
I wouldn't have lost my soul too
I regret everything since that cold October night
I wish I never met you