I'm not the same that I was
When I was seventeen

All those old friends that I had, they don’t remember me
Musta blocked me out of their memories
It’s so heavenly who they pretend to be
(Ooh-ooh-ooh, something like that)
But I can't keep up, can't sit still

There's no reason I should chill
On my own, so alone
I can't tell if this is real
Someone pinch me, wake up
Someone tell me to get up
Someone pinch me, come get me
Come help, 'cause it's yoo much (noo)

I'm too protective of my friends
I start projecting onto them
I guess I'm not everything I thought what I was
Wish I had it in me to stop
But I can't keep (fuck)

I'm distant, I'm passive
Unavailable and reactive
I'm sick and tired of the action
I need some malatonin and a fraction
I need everyone to stop acting
I'm so passed it, so I'm passing
On everything that you're passing
I'm trying to make something that'll last
But I can't keep up, can't sit still

There's no reason I should chill
On my own, so alone
I can't tell if this is real
Someone pinch me, wake me up
Someone tell me to get up
Someone pinch me, come get me
Come help, 'cause its too much (noo)

Sold my soul so I could make rent
I'm running out of patience
I'm trying hard, but it don't make sense

Yeah

It's like I'm half asleep, like I'm living in a dream
Feels like everything I see is just so slightly out of reach
It's like I'm half awake, barely getting throught the day
Feels like everything I say, don't come out out de right way
Yeeah
(Ooh-oh-ooh)
(Yeah)
(Ooh)
(Okay)

But I can't keep up, can't sit sill
There's no reason I should chill on my on, so alone
I can't tell if this is real
Someone pinch me, wake up
Someone tell me get up
Someone pinch me, come get me
Come help, 'cause it's too much
(No)
(Oooh-ooh-oh)
(Ooh-ooh-oh)