A    D    D    D


[Verse 1]
G                         D               Bm
Didn't think that I would make it to this year
         D     A                    G
Now it's just another day full of tears
               D               Bm
Load me in, my casket full of fear
          D         A
I'm dying now, just knowing you're not here


[Pre-Chorus]
G                      D
Imma take the long way home, I don't know me
Bm             D     A
Growing up I'm tired now, wish I was the old me
G                       D
Saw you in that avenue, tugging on my heart strings
Bm               D   A                 N.C.     G
And I think it's you now every time my phone rings


[Chorus]
   D
Pastel skies I don't give a fuck
        A                        G
Mind so numb feeling out of touch
   D
My demise yeah I'm out of luck
        N.C.             G
My blue eyes now I'm not good enough
   D                            Bm
Pastel skies I don't give a fuck
D       A                        G
Mind so numb feeling out of touch
   D                          Bm
My demise yeah I'm out of luck
D       A                G
My blue eyes now I'm not good enough


[Verse 2]
   D         Bm  D  A                 G
No matter if I try, nobody seems to arrive
    D                 Bm    D   Asus4  A           G
And when I'm shocked with fear, nobody wants to be near
           D                        Bm
So I sit in my room and I write it down
  D    A                      G
I sing my songs and I wipe my frown
      D                        Bm
I cry in bed but I don't know how
    D           N.C.
My tears are still and they won't fall down


[Bridge]
G               D
I been so alone since the day that you left me
Bm           D  A
Never paid attention to all of the things you said to me
G                         D
Now there is a hole in my chest where my heart should be
Bm           D         A
I called the doctor he said there's no recovery

G         D
Now I try to open my mind
    Bm            D       A
And see what it's like to be in love again
G             D
Does she want to be in my life
Bm         D      A
Maybe I'll lie so I won't lose another friend
G             D                       Bm         D
Don't she see she doesn't love me the way that I want her to
G                   D                     Bm         D
I can't breathe I'm gritting my teeth and holding my tongue
                                      G
Cause I know that imma say I love her too

       D                            Bm
I hate that I cannot keep away from you
        D         A                                        G
We both know that self destruction coming tell me it ain't true
          D                                        Bm
Don't act like you don't know which path you wanna choose
      D                A                            N.C.
And I won't act like I wanna be with you get out my head


[Pre-Chorus]
G             D
Imma take the long way home, I don't know me
Bm             A
Growing up I'm tired now, wish I was the old me
G                  D
Saw you in that avenue, tugging on my heart strings
Bm               D   A                        G
And I think it's you now every time my phone rings


[Chorus]
   D                            Bm
Pastel skies I don't give a fuck
D    A                           G
Mind so numb feeling out of touch
D                             Bm
My demise yeah I'm out of luck
D       A                D
My blue eyes now I'm not good enough