B F# E

[Verse]
B       F#            E
Staring out into thin air again
B          F#               E
At all the years I'll spend alone
B          F#               E
I know it's comin' if not quickly
B          F#         E
I always end up on my own

B         F#                 E
I gave up smoking, I gave up coffee
B             F#           E
But I'm still not a bigger man
B           F#               E
I still get swallowed by the petty
B         F#                 E
I'm still afraid to trust my friends

B             F#            E
I'm still afraid to talk to strangers
B             F#           E
I'm still afraid to make a joke
B                 F#             E
I still think I'm stupid and you hate it
B             F#           E
Still can't be honest with my folks

B       F#             E
I'm impatient and I'm pushy
B      F#              E
I'm so stubborn and I know
B             F#                   E
If I try my hardest, I still won't change this
B          F#          E
But I can hide it if I mope


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[Verse]
B        F#                 E
Or I can still walk out the front door
B     F#              E
I can still get on my bike
B     F#                   E
I can still take home some fresh air
B         F#               E
When it's cooling down at night

B          F#            E
Yeah I can run up to the river
          B       F#      E
And throw rocks along the top
B           F#              E
And if they sink instead of skim the surface
B        F#               E
The next day I still wake up

B          F#             E
And take a second just to space out
B          F#             E
And try to build a better home
B       F#              E
Take my faults and say okay then
B           F#         E
And call up everyone I know

B          F#            E
Before I'm spending time alone