I got ideas in my head
That make me get out of bed
But I would rather lock my door
Letting nobody in
But I still tweet a few things
To get these feelings off my chest
The illusion I'm fine
Should not be stuck in your mind
Wish you could see what I see in the mirror
Secretly want your sympathy
I don't see what's in front of me, it's clear

That I've got some real close friends
We drink and smoke every night
It's not gonna fix my sadness
Even though it does sometimes

Oh, I know I can look real good on paper
But if I survive, I would jump off this skyscraper
To feel somethin'
To feel somethin'

I, I keep a grin on my face
But it is surely a waste
'Cause I don't feel the way I look
There's messages in my phone
I read so I'm not alone
But they don't validate my fear
Of never bein' enough
I got somebody I love
But they can't help the thoughts I have
Secretly want your sympathy
I don't see what's in front of me, it's sad

'Cause I've got some real close friends
We drink and smoke every night
It's not gonna fix my sadness
Even though it does sometimes, oh

Oh, I know I can look real good on paper
But if I survive, I would jump off this skyscraper
To feel somethin'
To feel somethin'

I know I can look real good on paper
But if I survive, I would jump off this skyscraper
To feel somethin'
To feel somethin'
To feel somethin'