E
my skin is full of scabs and sores
                     E
i pick at till my face feels numb
  A
i stick my fingers in my pores
                     A
and scrape until i hit my skull
  E
i pluck my lashes from my eyes until
                    E
until my eyelids hurt and throb
A
until i can’t see
                   A
and dirt fills my eye socket up

 E
i bite at my gums and inner cheeks
                  E
until the blood is steaming hot
 A
it threatens to run down my chin
                A
and fill up my red papercup
 E
i pull the dry skin from my lips
                     E
until they are an open wound
 A
and everything just burns as shit
    A
and i can not sit still


[Chorus]
  E                                            E
i pluck and pull and rub and tear and scratch and scratch
          E
and circumvent
   A                                     A
i punch and yank and over share and latch and hatch and
      A
hate myself
  E                                          E
i overrule the final judge i get to heaven warts and all
 A                            A
he opens up my case but it’s a billion pages long


[Verse]
  E
i pull at all the in grown hairs
                        E
with tweezers or my finger nails
  A
i bite them down until they are
                   A
a stumpy little nothingness
  E
i squeeze at every finger tip
                 E
until infected puss drips out
  A
and mixes with the blood so it’s a
                     A
swirl of yellow red and white

 E
my hair is full of lice and bugs
                        E
and oil that drips from every strand
  A
i pull the living creatures out
                         A
and hope that you will understand
  E
i don’t do stuff that hurts me
                 E
cuz i don’t respect myself
  A                               A
cuz when it comes to hurting i am

actually the best


[Chorus]
E                                            E
i pluck and pull and rub and tear and scratch and scratch
          E
and circumvent
   A                                     A
i punch and yank and over share and latch and hatch and
      A
hate myself
  E                                          E
i overrule the final judge i get to heaven warts and all
 A                            A                 A     A
he opens up my case but it’s a billion pages long