B
i'm gross
                 E
i told you so you know
             B
please don't go
                            E
getting up your hopes
                  B
cause i'm used to disappointing

that's what i'm best at, you know
                  E
that's my hidden talent

and i will always feel alone
                        B
cause no matter what i do

i will sink and cannot swim

nothing can hold me up
                         F#
when there is heaviness within
       E
so i will treasure what you said

forever

forever
B
but i might not be alive soon

cause it never gets better
        E
i will hold your hand one day

if you'll allow it

will you allow it?
             B
cause i want to feel the warmth of someone

who actually cares about me
         E
i will hand you my last letter

i will tell you what it said
         B
i will come back in the afterlife

when i am good as dead
        E
i will crawl under your bag

and even though i may be heavy
         B
i will sleep there for eternity

cause that is where i will be safest

and i
 E
may have fucked up your life already
                                            E
so it doesn't matter if i'm heavy-weight
      F#
if i don't live up to our promise
             E
i deserve to have you hate me
         B
yet i would kill myself

over and over again if that happened
E
harm myself

for taking everything i have for granted
      B
my life is like friday

it's nothing more than waiting for a bomb
       E
you live or you give up and die

i've learned that from my mom

so i will treasure you

forever

forever

cause there's
B
lots of shitty things you took

and actually made better
         E
i will hold your hand one day

if you'll allow it

will you allow it?
              B
cause i want to feel the warmth of someone

who actually cares about me
                 E
and i can promise you i'm less than,

and you tell me i don't listen,
          B
i can tell you i think i'm shit,

but still my eyes will glisten,
                  E
when you tell me things

or make me feel like i'm almost kinda worth it,
               B
i wanna thank you for being my friend...
                  E
thank you....
          B
i wanna tell you so
     E
thank you